Lost and lovin' it

Well my idea of spending a nice day at a lake with no water, didn't work Wednesday. What i thought was going to be a five mile ride turn to twenty. That sounds like a long way but it really was nice. I got time to clear my head.
The reason I started riding was to clear my head. A lot has happen and since no one really reads this thing, I think i can speak my mind.
Let my start with my ex. We were having problems just before my birthday (well I guess the problems have been going on, I'm blind as a bat in that area i guess) and when my birthday came around the bomb was dropped. I'm not mad at her or have any bad thoughts toward her, I do still love her and respect what she wants.
Like I said I've been riding a lot and looking good if i don't say so myself :) Well I can tell you about it but to tell the truth I didn't mind getting lost. It's almost like having nothing to lost. The farther i go the clearing my head gets, the more i learn, the more powerful i become. It's quite a feeling and when you came to that place where you know you have no clue where you are you just become one, your not mad, you don't mind what has happened in your past. I can say once you get to that point you can no longer be mad and have hate because none of it matters; their gone, your gone.